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My life on the edge
My life is on the edge
Danger all around me
I go undercover
Sometimes I feel like my life has no rudder
To change it would appear so simple
Like a knife going through butter
My life is on the edge
No one sees it
My mask hides the pain
I feel as if I am going insane
There are monsters under the bed, or they are just in my head
My life is on the edge
Beyond this tunnel, there has to be light
I look for it long and hard almost every night
Is there someone to help me carry on the fight?
I stick my hand out to reach for you believing that our friendship will carry us through.
The hand I reach for that I thought would be there disappears into thin air
I thought it would be a little affair, but it went out of control, I said it was nothing, but she did not hear and did not care
Where does this leave me, and who is there to save me if I slip, if I slide is there someone out there who is going to be at my side?
My life is on the line
How did this happen in my prime?
My life is on the edge
I need to keep this pledge
I promise I will not slip; I will not fall it’s part of life’s struggles, it can’t be that it’s all that is, I can succeed or fail but I will not give up, I will not give in, it’s about life starting all over again.
